Just Real Quick I Need to Vent

I fucking hate my job!! I remember a time when I was in good shape... I worked outside all the time, I had a pretty good tan. I was somewhat muscular and very strong. I was good at my job while performing manual tasks. And I remember that I used to look at all the folks in their slacks and button-down shirts and I knew they were making a lot more money than me. I used to tell myself, someday I am going to be that person. Someday I am gonna make all that money. Well, that was about 10 years ago and here I am. I have a desk and my checks look GOOD. I HAVE to wear slacks and nice shirts. And I fucking hate it. I'm getting all fat and sloppy and shit. I never get any exercise and I'm always stressed out and tired. I wish I could just go back to welding.